suddenly feel like blogging, voicing out because theres no other place that i could turn too....
kinda addicted to the songs from
especially this!!! repeating it for 3 days already! this is not the full performance, to watch it go find yourself! but this edited version feels like the official music video! lyrics included~
What have I done? I wish I could run, Away from this ship going under Just trying to help Hurt everyone else Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough And all that you touch tumbles down? 'Cause my best intentions Keep making a mess of things, I just wanna fix it somehow But how many times will it take? Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?
Can i start again, with my fate shaken? 'Cause I can't go back and undo this I just have to stay and face my mistakes, But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this
What can you do when you're good isn't good enough? And all that you touch tumbles down? 'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things, I just wanna fix it somehow But how many times will it take? Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?
So I throw up my fists, throw a punch in the air, And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair! Yeah, I'll send down a wish and I'll send up a prayer And then finally someone will see how much I care
What can you do when you're good isn't good enough? And all that you touch tumbles down? 'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things, I just wanna fix it somehow But how many times will it take? Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?
somehow i like the lyrics of this song.... especially the part, what can you do when youre good isnt good enough? its kinda emo to me, but yea, i am emo king :)
having some thought last night, thinking i should live back my life as the same as last semester. hhmm~ though its hard, but it would be less problem i guess!
and the song of the day!!! its a song from 2004... but its darn meaningful.... the lyrics and music video. need to observe to understand the music video. lyrics included!
I tried to be perfect But nothing was worth it I don’t believe it makes me real I thought it’d be easy But no one believes me I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul I’d say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I’m trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty My thoughts are so tempting I don’t know how it got so bad Sometimes it’s so crazy That nothing can save me But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul I’d say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I’m trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect It just wasn’t worth it Nothing could ever be so wrong It’s hard to believe me It never gets easy I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul I’d say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I’m trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own
well well well. i dump my blog into cold palace again. swt!! oh yea its july again! so its my birthday. oh yea oh yea ! why am i so excited? cuz its my 21st birthday!!! but then.... try to read till the end. :3
first of, i was the orientation committee for the 2011 june intake and it is ooohhhsssuuummm!!!! glad i join it!!! hahaha...... nice to meet the OCs and the freshies :)
had my first movie of the semester with a new friend :) overall kungfu panda 2 is funny. had a great laugh watching it. hehe.....
and anthony neely aka ni an dong came to mmu! and i was the committee for the music sharing session! hahaha.... all girls are going crazy over him :3
and then dj club pd trip! it was awesome SHIT! :D the shitters wuhoo!
the following picture is........ erm........... see for yourself. swt! it was me n derek punished for losing a game. dam gay!!!! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
then i had club registration week, my usual classes, and those usual stuffs...
and.... its almost my 21st birthday!! so, few weeks before thought of buying me myself a prezzie! and finally a week before my birthday, i went to sunway pyramid to get this!! hehehehe....... my 1st android smartphone! :D
and during the weekend, went back to hometown and celebrated mine, my sis and my bro birthday because all of us are july babies!!! 6th, 9th and 15th!! wahaha.... mama so pro, all timing at the same month, if u wan learn, ask my mama. haha
2 days before my birthday, a new friend gave me homemade cookies.... thank you! :D if u see this, sorry i censored your name, due to some reasons.... but i really like it! it taste awesome, like famous amos's cookies! :D
1 day before my birthday, was tuesday, vj and vw bought a cake for me, but too bad i cant eat it! because im sick. anyway, thank you!!!
on my birthday i wore this shirt!!! because i knew, i will have this face at the end of the day.... hahahaha....
well then.... my friends dragged me to padi for dinner and intended to gave me a surprise birthday but i saw them lighting it up. fail! :D anyway. thanks alot!
the girls that help me celebrate! thanks sherynn, nicole, mickey, shanice, madeline, and kahyin! though we just know each other for almost a month, but i guess we are bffs? haha.... if not u all, i guess i wont get any celebrations. thank you all alot!
on the next day of my birthday which is 7th, canto slot had an outing!!! 35 peoples going for transformers! waahhhllaaoooo!!!!
hahaha.... they look like robots from this view!!
family photo after movie!!!
after the movie, we went to mcd and have our dinner/supper and they gave me a huge birthday card! thank all of you! especially amanda whose in charge of it. really thank all of you!!
1st time ever having such a bigbig birthday card. thank you all.... :)
and i have a new haircut!!! hahaha..... lols~ some say nice some say not. just trying around, it will grow :D
WARNING:the following part will be a emo story. do not read if you do not want to be emo too
well then.... this is where i voice out the emo side of me... on 6th of july of 2011 is my 21st birthday! everyone should be happy with their 21st because it will be happening! but, not me.... I AM SICK SINCE MONDAY(fever,flu,cough)!!! i had classes from morning until 5pm, and then dragged to padi and have a mini celebration. though its just a few of them, but yea, i appreciate it... at least it makes me feel i still have good friends.
after the dinner, i went back to home... when i look at the clock when i reached home, it shows 8pm... then i start listening to this song.... emo the whole night.... im thinking why im like this? having my 21st birthday alone at home... 21st birthday should be happening... should be fun... should be awesome... but mine?? i hate this...
theres even a friend msn me, asking why am i online? i should be celebrating my birthday! when i saw this, i cried immediately... i was tearing as im replying to her... then she keep quiet and try to console me. but i guess it didnt work
to me, the reason im alone is due to im staying far from cyberjaya... and then, all of them thought there will be people celebrating with me because i have alot of friends! but they are wrong.... i ended up alone at home by 8pm. hahaha..... it was the best birthday i every had! even the previous year is better than this year...
and then.... by 11 something somebody came to find me...
with the following prezzie..... sigh.... this prezzie is too expensive... i dont deserve this... but you keep using your money on me... quarreled... drama for some time... and then thats the end of us... sigh... all i can say is sorry... i like the present alot, but i dont want to waste your money and effort on someone who is wasting yours...
all what i want to tell you is in this song.... sorry that i loved you...
and yea... from now onwards i force myself not to ever hurt anyone else. at least till i graduate... though i hate being alone... but i rather myself to be the only that will be hurt.... 2 is not always better than 1... guessed im better off like this :)
what a great way to celebrate my 21st birthday huh?
therefore.... i had this face at towards the end of my 21st birthday.... sigh....
the song that had became my companion for a few days. repeating it again and again... thinking my past and all... seriously a great song! covered by 曹轩宾 and pinyin included...
可惜不是你 Ke Xi Bu Shi Ni
这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉 zhe yi ke, tu ran jue de hao shou xi 像昨天 今天同时在放映 xiang zuo tian, jin tian tong shi zai fang yin 我这句语气 原来好像你 wo zhe ju yu qi, yuan lai hao xiang ni 不就是我们爱过的证据 bu jiu shi wo men ai guo de zheng ju
差一点 骗了自己骗了你 cha yi dian, pian le zi ji pian le ni 爱与被爱不一定成正比 ai yu bei ai bu yi ding cheng zheng bi 我知道被疼是一种运气 wo zhi dao bei teng shi yi zhong yun qi 但我无法完全交出自己 dan wo wu fa wan quan jiao chu zi ji
努力为你改变 却变不了 预留的伏线 nu li wei ni gai bian, que bian bu le, yu liu de fu xian 以为在你身边 那也算永远 yi wei zai ni shen bian, na ye suan yong yuan 彷佛还是昨天 可是昨天 已非常遥远 fang fu hai shi zuo tian, ke shi zuo tian, yi fei chang yao yuan 但闭上我双眼 我还看得见 dan bi shang wo shuang yan, wo hai kan de jian
可惜不是你 陪我到最后 ke xi bu shi ni, pei wo dao zui hou 曾一起走却走失那路口 zeng yi qi zou que zou shi na lu kou 感谢那是你 牵过我的手 gan xie na shi ni, qian guo wo de shou 还能感受那温柔 hai neng gan shou na wen rou
那一段我们曾心贴著心 na yi duan wo men zeng xin tie zhe xin 我想我更有权力关心你 wo xiang wo geng you quan li guan xin ni 可能你已走进别人风景 ke neng ni, yi zou jin bie ren feng jing 多希望也有星光的投影 duo xi wang, ye you, xing guang de tou ying
努力为你改变 却变不了 预留的伏线 nu li wei ni gai bian, que bian bu le, yu liu de fu xian 以为在你身边 那也算永远 yi wei zai ni shen bian, na ye suan yong yuan 彷佛还是昨天 可是昨天 已非常遥远 fang fu hai shi zuo tian, ke shi zuo tian, yi fei chang yao yuan 但闭上我双眼 我还看得见 dan bi shang wo shuang yan, wo hai kan de jian
可惜不是你 陪我到最后 ke xi bu shi ni, pei wo dao zui hou 曾一起走却走失那路口 zeng yi qi zou que zou shi na lu kou 感谢那是你 牵过我的手 gan xie na shi ni, qian guo wo de shou 还能感受那温柔 hai neng gan shou na wen rou
可惜不是你 陪我到最后 ke xi bu shi ni, pei wo dao zui hou 曾一起走却走失那路口 zeng yi qi zou que zou shi na lu kou 感谢那是你 牵过我的手 gan xie na shi ni, qian guo wo de shou 还能感受那温柔 hai neng gan shou na wen rou
走失那路口 zou shi na lu kou 感谢那是你 牵过我的手 gan xie na shi ni, qian guo wo de shou 还能感受那温柔 hai neng gan shou na wen rou
感谢那是你 牵过我的手 gan xie na shi ni, qian guo wo de shou 还能温暖我胸口 hai neng wen nuan wo xiong kou
