back at hometown....

well, it is semester break again... mid term for precise... saturday was the day i finished applied math exam which is quite tough.... and i can predict my result already... haihs.... nevermind that though... after exam, me and my other 3 housemates hitch-hicked ben's car to the bus station.... thanks to ben, we save money on taxi... haha... thanks man!!! i owe you one!!! hehehe.... then, had our lunch at para papapa~~~ im lovin it~~~ MCD!!! lols... acting like a small kid here.... =.= then, went to seremban which took almost 2 hours.... lots of people... kinda jam but not too serious.... then, headed towards my hometown~~~ on the way, the ktm is crowded too... and i saw some indecent behaviour.... the first couple, sat right in front of me.the girl is.... no comment(not pretty lol) and the guy looks like a girl... swt.... and he/her style is like chinese 'lala' boy but they are malays.... then, dont know what they doing. after that, came a chinese couple.they were near the entrance and the guy hug her sideways and rub the girl's back as though he never hug her... swt.... kept rub from bearing 035 to 090 (wow, bearing somemore... study till crazy d.... lol) from starting till ending kept like tat. luckily they were behind me... and i barely saw them... kekeke... then, after a few stations, they moved to centre of the deck which is juz in front of me. then the girl took a glance at me. and acted as if she was god damn pretty which she isnt... then, i just look the window, listening to my songs... this kind of people... so cocky??? i hate this kind of people.... think that they are the best... cant they just be humble or friendly?? it would give everyone a good first impression!!! lets say someone is moody, but you kept smiling to he/her, they will sure reply with a smile.... is it??? thats what i do.... haha.... sometimes maybe the will assume im crazy(thats what i thought) hahahahaha.... later on, i reached home, had my dinner, took my bath, online awhile, then went to bed.... holiday.... will it be holiday??? i still need to study.... haha.... i think gonna go with 50%holiday and 50%study attitude.... kekekeke.... anyway, hope that my friends who are having they holiday will have a great and wonderful holiday!!!!!thats all i think.... byes~~~

my life shattered???

haihs.... my life... owh my life.... whats wrong with it?? part of it is still fine.... but the education part.... i have really no comment bout it.... today, the result for the mid term exam came out.... physics 3.... and i get 6/15... need half to consider pass.... and i failed.... all this failure really made me thought over and over again.... am i suited to study engineering??? is it a mistake that i took it at the 1st place?? or i need to change course??? will i still end up the same if i change course??? then, i go find the lecturer to see my paper... and i did answer all of the ques, but, almost all 1/2 marks.... in the entire class, only 2 person failed this paper... y they can do it while i cant??? am i that dumb?? now, i wanted someone that can share my problems.... want them to comfort me.... but, there arent... there are none of this person appear in my life from secondary school till now... none.... none at all.... well, i think thats all for now... hope the result for probability and statistic will be better....