mr. boring is back!!!!

here i am again.... at my 'rusty' blog.... its 9pm++ now.... listening to wang lee hom's song.... song name is who are u thinking of in your heart now (translated from chinese) haha.... yesterday was the last day of chinese new year.... now its already 3rd sem of my foundation.... too bad.... i will be extending 1 sem... =.= swt..... sometimes i still think.... did i made the right choice chosing this course??? dont know ler... see this sem's result first.... but i did had an enjoyable foundation till now.... im very satisfied with my classmates, especially my gang!!! haha.... got crazy topics..... anykind of topic oso got.... dont know how to say.... hehe.... yet, i felt some regret.... cause, i still lack of friends!!!! seriously.... i mean it!!! i really hoped that, i would be able to say hi to almost anyone when i walking in the campus.... but its impossible.... if i can know those from orientation also enough..... some of them are just 'wiped' from my memory.... never seen them before or dont know each other when we met in campus.... i knew them, but i duno they know me or not.... dont have the guts to say a simple 'hi'!!! i want more friends!!! silly me.... this sem is packed with tons of work.... its like a never ending of work.... by the way, its been so long since the last time i met my hometown friends.... i wonder how they are... are they still the same???? did they get fatter??? taller???? hair longer???? haha..... not only my hometown friends!!! i want to meet my tuition friends, school friends..... haihs.... i dont know what they are thinking..... to me, friends are always friends!!! no matter how long we didnt meet, or how far we are!!! haha...... what am i crapping here??? i doubt that they did not appreciate our friendship anymore.... cause, they seldom contact with me.... even when its big day like chinese new year or new year day!!! cant they sms me??? a simple greeting will let me know they still treat me as a friend!!! they will only sms me after i sent them.... some of them didnt reply at all!!! owh man.... haihs.... wow, when i start crapping, its alot!!! haha.... but only a fragments of my friends will be reading my blog... i think, not even more than 30 peoples.... all the things i crapping here is a waste of time actually.... but i need to express my feelings out!!!! i think i should end here... to prevent 'YOU' to fall asleep.... haha... tata~~~